Cinta yang Aku tak Tahu Berbalas atau Tidak

          Hye to anyone that just happen to view my post. hehe. :p Hari ini aku nak luah sedikit lagi perasaan aku yang rasa macam dah berat sangat nak tanggung. huhu. BOSAN bukan aku neyh! Asal nak luah perasaan jer tulis kat blog. huhu. WHATEVER it's MY BLOG after all. huhu. :D Okay, here goes the story. Now I am officially in a relationship with Muhammad Faiz Mansor. But, the problem is, I don't know whether he is sincere towards me or not. I had this feeling telling me that he is actually taking advantage of my feeling towards him to heal up his broken heart. I really really really think that. Haih. I don't know what should I do. I've fell hard for him this time. I think we have this very special bond or some sort of chemistry like that. Everyday I miss him. Every second I look and glance at my phone waiting for his text. The irony is, he always telling me to not leave him at any cost or time. But I think he doesn't realize that he always 'leave' me without saying a word of where he had been. Even so, I try to be strong because I'm not the type to fight over some small issue. So, I let it go. But, does he knows how I feel? Man right. They cannot actually understands women. I try to hardened my heart and being heartless. Does he really wants me to be heartless? If I am in a heartless mode, I will surely cannot feel the love again. Hmmm. Should I cry over him? Does he worth my tears. I had enough wasting my tears for Afiq. I really do believe Faiz can make me happy as now I keep thinking of him and not Afiq. Does he feel the same as I do? I think his mind and heart still with Tun, the girl that he used to be in loved with. Speaking of Tun.. Tun is very stunning girl compared to me. I'm just regular country girl. Everyday I stalk Tun's tweets. She really in this heart broken situation. I feel sorry for her. I doesn't meant to take Faiz from her. I just couldn't resist the respond he gives me. Faiz always advise me not to be so negative thinker and be tough and strong to keep our relationship going. Every time I hear that words, I feel secure. I know I love him. I love him very much. I hope he feels the same for me. Huhu. Okay, dah ringan dah hati aku. Hee. Until next time. Anyooongg~ :D

Jatuh cinta Lagi

saya jatuh cinta lagi. dengan siapa? kawan lama sama. atau dengan skandal lama saya masa form 3. errmm.. tapi sekarang dia da ada girlfriend. aku tau dia sayang girlfriend dia. tapi aku tersayang dia after da dekat 5 tahun kot tak jumpa. macam mana? serius, aku tak tau nak buat apa. hari2 aku tengok tweet dia. aku tak tau lah. aku neyh da lah agak cepat cemburu. aku tau dia da ada girlfriend, tapi kenapa aku rasa nak nangis everytime aku terbaca tweet dia. paling aku sedih masa aku baca tweet kawan dia. padahal petang tuh dia keluar ngan aku kot. ermm.. i can't stop people from what they want to do right. aku tak pernah cakap kat dia kalau aku jeles or whatever. because aku neyh bukan lah sape2 bagi dia. aku rasa macam perigi cark timba pulak ohh. aku terkejar-kejar kat dia ke? aku ponn tak tau. kenapa lah aku bole baca perlakuan seseorang tuh. sakit kot bila dapat tau yang orang yang kita suka tuh hati;y berbelah bagi. ermm.. esok aku sambung luah perasaan lagi lah. sedih, nak  nangis.baik masuk tido. sayonara. :')

glad or what..?

wooow! life in matrix just ended.. fyuhhh.. no more running here and there up on the hill.. huhu... what's more, no more lectures for quite a few months!! wowww.. heaven isn't it.. hee.. :D well, in short, i have to think about another agenda.. which is finding part time job! huh! another burden knock into my life.. huhu.. well, works do brings benefits to us right which we will earn money! wuhuuu... great.. but the problem is... what sort of work i wanna get into.. office, diner or what.. haihhh.. why is it hard to think of a job? geezz.. whatever... as long the job is HALAL! right? hehe.. so, i'm off for now... toodles~~ ;)

terasa macam nak pakwe lahhh.. haha.. sighhh.. :p

minguu neyy lahh kannn, aku rasa lahh kann.. aku mcm nak pkwe lahhh.. tetiba jer annn.. hahaha... mne tak'nya asyik nampak syirin jer hari2.. mau tak gla bayang... hahaha.. plus, lyn cita korea and anime tak henti2 kannn.. tuhh yg rasa mcm jeles sngt tngk dorng (heroin) ada pkwe.. huhu... klau dapat pkwe mcm Ji Woo ( RAIN) takpalahh kugak ann.. tkda lahh kempunan sngt.. huhu...

today is a tiring day.. -__-

whaaa.. today sir take about 1/2 hour replacing English class.. it's fun learning English, however, i'm sleepy already at that time.. huhu.. sorry sir.. ^-^ well.. not so much to tell.. i didn't see or notice any guys that attract my eyes today.. haha.. sighhh.. *,* 
i hope i'll come out with a better story for this blog tomorrow.. until then.. t u t u ~ ~ 

trying something new :)

heyy guys.. i'm "probie" here.. ngee.. saja nak cuba m'repek2 kat blog neyy haa.. hehe.. :D
cuma nak ckp.. salam perkenalan je lahh.. hehe.. the next blog i will tell you some stories.. might be sad story, romance or happy ever after story.. ahaha.. wait and see k.. ^_^